My Poem Collection :D

(Wrote in 2011-2012)

Engaging Moon
Brittany Oberley

It is Candescent
Drawn to it’s luminous bright
Shining in the night

Higher Power
Brittany Oberley

I hear the command barely
Is it me or is it real
It is like a voice, but as quiet as my imagination
The comfirmation makes me want to faint
It is truly not just me and my selfish thoughts
I feel like I could cry by the power
I don’t know how to react
Lost in my words
Just in pure awe
It feels like my blood rushes up and drops in my body
I feel faintish but you are there to hold me up
My normal thoughts dissappear
Higher than my imagination can go
I am not alone
On you I lean and trust
You plan my steps and watch over me because you care
I am a fearful person but I know I mustn’t worry
I am unaware of everything that is ahead
I do know that you do this because it affects the future
I could be the one that could help many others
Influencing their future good

My Dear Love
Brittany Oberley

To my dearest love
You’re sent from above
I feel like I knew you forever
Even when we aren’t together,
You, I always dream of

Charming darling
Swiftly electricfying
Heart rate accelerates
Butterflies activates
Dreneline intensifying

Dream come true
Please continue
Love like a fairy tale
As powerful as a gale
Love that stays like glue

Heart dismay
Brittany Oberley

Pain like fire,
Burns to the rim
Words that bend like wire,
My heart is on it’s last limb

Unbelievable, so deniable
Shred my heart’s feelings
Easier for you, than my able
I don’t understand your reasonings

Used to be so strong,
Seemed to be so real
But apparently it was too long,
Just another wheel

Heart was easily locked
It was covered in cement
Because it felt mocked
From you longing I be absent

I realized and know it’s true
No one should crush you, but they do
Make your heart new
But be sure to only be your only you

Royal Evermore Encounter

Royal Evermore Encounter

by Brittany Oberley (:

I was at my manager’s huge, luxurious house for the second time this week talking about various business matters for my music and acting career. We had coffee and cookies in front of us, in her business sitting room. About a hour or so after drinking several cups of coffee, I really needed to go to the restroom. I made way through her maze like house to the bathroom. On the way back to the sitting room, as I was walking through her hallway which echoed as you walked on the stone tile, I saw her new chef on the right down a hall to the kitchen. He seemed as if he always had something he was thinking about; deeply thinking about. This was only the second time I have seen him, and just like the last, I slowly walked past him, just so I could get a glimpse of him. Some reason though this time I extremely had the urge to go say hi to this mysterious, handsome, blonde guy. As I approached him, he immediately put out his hand for me to reach, and he took my hand to his lips and kissed my hand. He then kindly and royally said, “Pleased to meet you Waffa.”

I asked, “May I ask who you are?” while figuring he wasn’t part of the paparazzi. People, including the paparazzi, were able to reconize me easily and quickly by my bleach blonde hair with aqua highlights. He then diligently replied, “Some call me Sir Lancelot Sigbjorn Carwyn, but you can just call me Lance.” This conversation lasted about 10 minutes more and consisted of mainly “about me” topics, until he asked if I would like to go to lunch with him the next day. I agreed to go with this mystery guy since he was the chef for my manager and seemed like he wasn’t star stuck. He treated me like any other person, which I liked. We parted for the fact my manager would think I fell into the toilet if I didn’t return shortly. When I got back to my manager, we were back into the books right away. I was supposed to think of things for my career, but I just couldn’t. All I could think about was Lance.

The next day was Friday, and just before noon, Lance picked me up. We drove in his car and arrived at a cute little place in the city. There were tables outside under umbrellas by the road. White, silky sheer tablecloths, cream bows made with ribbon tied around baby blue napkins. Crystal china and Deep red roses in a vase surrounded by sea shells as the center piece. Soft Calm and romantic music in the background. When we sat down at the tables outside, there was a warm light breeze coming from the pacific ocean since we were near the beaches of California. We started talking, instantly we became best of friends. My purse filled with all my necessities was hanging behind me on my chair. A little breeze must have opened it and Lance saw I had a notebook in it. He asked if he could draw his favorite place on the planet. I handed it to him along with a pencil and he immediately started to draw. He drew a map of what looked like an island. He then drew a beautiful mansion on the next page. It had a gorgeous balcony, with the finest details in the railing. There was windows of all sorts, all the way from bay windows to stained glass pictures. It seemed like a castle, yet it was as luxurious as a paradise. Being in a daze, and seeming as if I was dreaming this place he was drawing, paperazti found me! I saw them running towards me, cameras in hand, about 2 blocks away down the city sidewalks. Quickly, I put my purse on my lap, and I pulled duct tape out of my purse. He asked why I was not running. I told him to trust me and just touch my arm, while I speedily applied duct tape in a square around the mansion he just drew. Within seconds both Lance and I were in front of the gorgeous mansion. Surprised, he asked me, “What happened?!”

“I have that magic power of using duct tape, the paparazzi will never know what happened.”

He then replied, “Let’s walk around. I have a confession too.”

Even more gorgeous in person, we were walking past flowers, jungle type plants and streams. We reached a beach with very white sand and sat down on it when he continued, “When I turned 18, I became the king of this place, this island called Unknown Island. My father, who was king, had died a few years ago and my mother passed away during child birth of my sister Soraya, two years after I was born. My assistant Norbert, who is like family, was trying to take care of this island before I was king. When I became 18, I had to leave here for awhile and get a job while my assistant kept watch of this island. We are having financial issues since barely any people live on this island.”

I instantly gave him a hug, knowing that he definitely was not a stranger and someone I could really trust. “I’m truly sorry Lance. I thought I had a crazy life having fans screaming a lot and paperazti chasing me all the time.”

We decided that we would have to return back to California since we both had jobs to do.

Six months passed, we realized we were more than friends, and we got married in May. We decided to move back to his mansion on the island. I took a month off of work and Lance didn’t have to be the chef for my manager anymore since I was able to supply financially. He could focus on being king of this island. The evening before I would get back to work, May 31st, was the 99th anniversary of the island. Lance, his sister, a sweet older couple, Norbert and I all sat around the glass patio table eating a fancy meal that Norbert cooked. We were the only ones on the island, so it was a tiny informal celebration. It was an exciting evening, we were all laughing and having lively conversations while eating. When all of a sudden, I couldn’t talk! Everyone’s liveliness stopped. They all glanced at me getting ready to assist me in the Heimlich maneuver since they thought I was choking. I shook my head no calmly, and scrabbled inside to find pen and paper. I came back out and wrote the question asking if cowpeas were in the meal. Norbert said, “Yes, they are tradition. They are for good luck.”

I wrote, “I am allergic to them. I lose my voice for a week. I only tried them once, when I was little, and lost my voice then also. I should have told you but I didn’t think I would encounter them again. It’s not your fault, it’s all good.” It was getting dark and we all decided we would go to bed. So we all parted, heading towards our beds.

The next morning, I began working on a record. This whole experience and island gave me a large variety of subjects to write about. I found my self walking around through the various collection of unique plants starting to get good lyrics and I got within seeing distance of the mansion, finding an unusual person heading rapidly towards the palace. I secretly ran towards the back of our place, positively thinking the man was an invader. I found Lance in our flower bed gardens by our waterfall. I had to text him a few feet away that we should be prepared and watch out because I still couldn’t speak. He then texted Norbert and Soraya to bring protection arms incase we were going to be under attack. Before Norbert or Soraya could bring our protection out, low and behold, the invader caught glimpse of us. We decided to run behind a plant the size of a car without him seeing, trying to give us time. He still was keeping an eye on us, and followed us speedily in anger. He came up to Lance and grabbed hold of his collar of his blue plaid shirt and yelled “Why did you marry Waffa?!” He obviously was my fan, and disliked the fact that I was no longer available. He punched Lance in the stomach, and looked like he was going to strike again. Lance still trying to perk back up and protect us, I quickly squeezed right between them, keeping the powerful invader from punching him again. I knew he would never punch me, but he then pushed me to the side, while getting ready to punch again. I slid to the near edge of a cliff. Trying to keep my balance but my right foot slipped off and I lost my balance. Before I knew it, I was starting to fall backwards leaving the sight of the two guys, whose faces immediately wear geared towards me. Lance screamed my name, ignoring that fact he was in pain, and I tried screaming but still failed. I begun flinging my arms around just as habit, when I begun to go the reverse direction; upwards. I could fly! I came up to the edge where I fell to find the guys faces, mostly the intruder’s face, to be pale. I jumped onto land where Lance grabbed me and squeezed me tightly. The intruder started to ask, “Wha?” but couldn’t finish because he fainted into a bush. Lance recovered from the attack and so he lifted this hefty guy back to our mansion. He took him into a guest room and layed him on the bed. We both stood by the bed in this cream colored, fancy room. A few minutes later, the stranger came to, sat up quickly, immediately got out of the bed, and dropped to his knees by our feet. He said, “I am Ulysses and I’m truly sorry. I realized that I need to control my jealousy and anger. You two fell in love, and I shouldn’t come in between and try to force it away. I can never repay you, so if you don’t mind, I insist to be your guard for this island.”

We both saw the sincerity of his apology, and allowed him to be our guard. When Soraya found out, she was thrilled to have this strong new guy her age live on the island.

The next day, Lance and I decided to start a record company in the island, and use some of the gorgeous areas as the set for a movie so it’s beauty can be shared with others. We also started planning to make a resort on one of the beaches. By my 19th birthday, July 2 in the morning, Lance surprised me by officially naming the island “Duct Tape” island. Obviously by that time, I had my voice returned to me, but I couldn’t speak. I was speechless, which is very much not me. A little while later in the day, we cut the ribbon and put an attractive sign up. The following day, people were flowing in the resort, the construction builders started building the record company, and a director I am friends with started filming for a movie. Additionally, my huge family and band decided to move on the island. It’s the beginning to Lance’s and my life spent on this luxurious island together. We were financially secure already from my career, but we are happy that people were enjoying the island with us. Sharing this place that no one knew about before, what used to be the unknown island.

Heart Of an Entrepreneur

Heart Of an Entrepreneur

By Brittany 🙂

(My college entrance essay, wrote in 2012)

I believe a heart of an entrepreneur is something you are born with. It just blossoms over experiences and realizations of who you are and what you want to be over the years. It intertwines with these and the talents you have also. Then, it just takes the strength of your heart to just head straight towards this goal with no fear in your mind. Some may be born with a heart of an entrepreneur, but they let fear set it. Thus, they let the entrepreneur in their heart fizzle and the wonderful possibilities are just dreams that haunt their heart. This is why I am striving to go straight ahead at my goal, for I don’t want to have to ask “what if?” in the future that let fear get in the way.

Ever since I was young, art and fashion has been what I love. This, I would consider, is one my greatest talents that I have. Almost everywhere I went, I had to do some sort of art. If I would go to my grandparent’s house, I would be making something either in my grandpa’s workshop or at their kitchen table. At my aunt’s house, I would always be sewing something for my latest doll. It has just been something I was always seen doing; creating art. I knew from an early age that I indeed wanted, and had to, go into the field of fashion and art. This then is when I knew I for sure had a heart of an entrepreneur. I would go into business doing what I love and know how to do it.

While doing all my art, I have, and still am quite involved with volunteering. Volunteering has been something I love to do also. Even with my peers in my 4 year old class at church, I would be helping the kids. I would pat them on the back and say, “You okay? Yeah?” while nodding. The teachers of the class would always tell my mom that I was a helper. Moreover, this has not changed to this day. I am always trying to help others who need advice, help, or just someone to talk to. Additionally, I will do fundraisers in the community or help out at City on the Hill. This has helped me open up and talk to people all around the communities. I learned how to communicate with people whom I don’t know, help them, and answer their questions. Therefore, this has benefited me for my road towards my goal.

Aside from my passion for art, fashion, and volunteering, I am known for other things too. I am known for having a smile that can lighten up anyone’s sour day. I just love to be cheerful and friendly, and always think on the positive side. I am also known as being very energetic. Not in an obnoxious way, but rather in a very energizing way. Also, I try to be the best that I can be, be true to my word, determined, thinking of the details, and encouraging others. These help me succeed in a lot that I do, and they will only benefit my dream that I want to achieve.

Anywhere I go, I try to let my heart show. I am going straight towards my goal, but I still want to influence others while I am doing it. I strive to help others, whether it be encouraging them to pursue their dreams or helping them with something they need. I can help them to think positive and help put a smile on their face. I was born with a heart of an entrepreneur and had experiences that has helped it blossom, and I am not going to stop it. I am not going to let fear get in my way.

Media and Body Image

Media and Body Image

By Brittany (:

Composition

May 21, 2012

The percentage of girls and women in America that consider themselves as not being beautiful is 98% since media makes them feel like they cannot even compare with it. (Schwarzenegger 28) The amount of women and girls who have bad body image thoughts is greater compared to men’s bad body image thoughts. Starting at the early age of even five years of age, girls will begin to evaluate if they are pretty or not in media’s eyes.(Schwarzenegger 30) As they become older, their love for their own individual body decreases. Media has an effect on women and girl’s body image by images it shows, causing unsafe and unneeded reactions in order for the women and girls to try to compare to its standards.

By the images that media shows, women and girls think they have to look that way also. They see models that are tall and thin, and well, look perfect. In reality, it is all fake and photoshopped, yet it is what is so important in the media and then to women and girls who want to be like it. Even Barbie dolls, for instance, are introduced to girls at a really young age. That image becomes a role model for them, which can spark the thoughts that they need to be tiny, yet have a large bust, and be perfect in all aspects from then on in order to be wanted. In an experiment, Melissa Gorga put on a fat suit, when in reality, she is actually thin. She went into areas of New York looking fat one day, then the next, she went as her thin self. People weren’t as apt to help her when she dropped something when she was fat. She couldn’t even get a taxi right away because they kept passing by her on purpose. Yet, when she was thin, she had several guys help her pick up the one item she dropped, and she got a taxi almost instantly. Women and girls feel they are not going to be accepted unless they look like those in the media. They also think that guys wouldn’t like them unless they were perfect, which is a true desire of a girl. Thus, media not only impacts women and girls from what they see, but by things they think others will think about them, or what others will actually do or say to them.

When the desire to be like what media portrays becomes a strong desire, women and girls will try to do anything to accomplish it. In a study from Harvard in 2002, “90% of teenage girls frequently talk about their body shape and that 86% of those girls think they should be dieting.”(Schwarzenegger 32) They will go to dieting, but then it can elevate to worse eating habits. Habits such as anorexia, bulimia, and binge eating then occur. When women and girls use this as a way to become perfect, they also deal with feeling really depressed, hating life, and feeling true pain. The case of anorexia occurs when they will not eat much. They feel they are always fat. Then, bulimia is when they eat a lot and they feel they shouldn’t have because it will only add to their fatness, even if they aren’t fat. So, then they will force themselves to expose the food after it has just been eaten. Sometimes, it can be the reverse case called binge eating. This is when they will eat a lot to make themselves feel better. The usage of pills for dieting and laxatives has taken off also. Women and girls will use these to try to loose weight fast. All in all, these ways they attempt to lose weight with are unsafe for their health, but they feel it is a way for them to get to look like what the media portrays.

If women and girls are unable to be just like what they see in the media on their own, they will use another option; plastic surgery. Aesthetic Plastic Surgery states, “…the number of girls age eighteen and under who got breast implants nearly tripled from 2003 to 2004, going from 3,872 to 11,326.”(Schwarzenegger 108) That amount is a crazy amount, but it sadly isn’t the total surgeries done in a more recent year for all ages of girls and young women. About 352,900 surgeries were done on women and girls in the year of 2008. (Schwarzenegger 108) The kind of plastic surgeries women and girls have are increasing their bust, butt, or lips. Another plastic surgery trend they will get is for their belly button so that it will even be perfect. Many times, what the women and girls will change will be the same look as a celebrity. They use celebrities as their role models, or what they think they should look like. Shows such as Extreme Makeover or The Swan don’t help with women and girl’s body image at all. (Essig 99) They already see celebrities looking perfect, but then they see how they can become like them through these types of shows. Furthermore, women and girls always have the media showing them how they should look and how they can do it, which they become so swamped with the strong desire to look absolutely perfect.

A woman’s or girl’s body image can be severely altered and self-critiqued by what the media produces. They feel as if they have to be perfect in order to have people accept and like them, they don’t want to feel worthless. The desire to be perfect can become so extreme that they try so hard and it can be bad on their health. They can have malnutrition from not eating or they use other ways that are not healthy at all. If it still doesn’t work for them, they will go to another option, such as plastic surgery, which isn’t needed at all. The media may seem like a good role model to follow, but in reality, it is all fake. Everyone needs to have their own individuality, otherwise the world would be all fake and boring. It is not worth getting rid of being a true, natural woman or girl because anyone can try to look like what the media portrays.

Works Cited

Melissa Gorga’s Fat Suit Transformation. Perf. Melissa Gorga. ET. Entertainment Tonight,

24 Oct. 2011. Web. 21 May 2012. .

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For actual full video:

Isntdaveone1. “Melissa Gorga in a Fat Suit – Part 2!” YouTube. YouTube, 28 Oct. 2011. Web. 21 May 2012. .

Schwarzenegger, Katherine. Rock What You’ve Got: Secrets to Loving Your Inner and Outer Beauty from Someone Who’s Been There and Back. New York: Voice, 2010. Print.

Essig, Laurie. American Plastic: Boob Jobs, Credit Cards, and Our Quest for Perfection. Boston, MA: Beacon, 2010. Print.

Galveston

Warm weather year round,

Surfers, People on the beach,

Customers at a restaurant and hotel secretly being filmed;

Sunny, laid back, windy,

The island of Galveston:

People enjoy walking on the breakwater and I know, because I

walked on it into the deeper ocean with family and friends among several other

happy strangers.

And people like feeding the seagulls and I say: “Yes, it is so much

fun watching a swarm of beautiful white birds, fearlessly coming to your side for food.

Some may not like the whooshing and blowing of wind in your face but to them I say: The wind may be loud and annoying, but it is the only place that you will hear the ocean’s language.

And having the wind blow through your hair, and onto your face

along with the warmth of the sun, is a refreshing feeling and I

would have to say:

A here and now feeling of beauty that is felt towards the ocean’s beach

never wanting to leave and enjoy and relax and experience.

Walking along the beach, you will see different creatures that washed up,

such as clear, jelly sacks that seem much less scary than the stories told about these so called

jellyfish;

Finding small, delicate starfish that don’t seem like they could actually be real, and finding shells that you think how could some creature use it as their portable house,

blue,

rainbow,

tiny,

huge,

sturdy, brittle, unbelievable.

Sand dollars half it’s normal, most likely never been touched, filled with precious

doves,

Near the beach just a bit away, is a year round fair that makes everyone feel like a kid in a candy

store,

Stores all around filled with amazing souvenirs that you will always

remember,

Restaurants that when you walk into, you find that you pretty much walk into a huge two-story circular

fish tank!

Extreme heat makes you enjoy refreshing, man-made, geysers along the boardwalk, happy, relaxed,

friendly, people enjoying the same things you adore, Site seers,

residents of the area, dolphins putting on a show and definitely the

highlight to my vacation.